I am born with single eyelid and i hate it

Only when i smile with teeth, my face will form a fat U shape, but it's better than not smiling.

I can't wait to cook for someone me gusta. HAAAAAAAA but then again...

thenakedparade - Zoey

Hi Zoey, I was surprised to see my face on your blog, thanks for the blog post, I really appreciate it :)

As a friend and observer, I think you are really one of a kind. Not only being really quick at processing your thoughts but also a love it or hate it personality, that I absolutely love it! ^^ I love hearing you talk because you mean everything you say, deep down from your heart. I love it when you call me berry from far cause you made it sound so cute. To be honest, the first time I had an impression on you was during 2D art, you were sitting with your friends and the priceless ah-lian look on your face kinda scares me, just like how the ah-lian seniors that graduated from my school. Yes, that is my impression. But ever since we got to know each other better through Project 2, I really do admire your courage and character. This sounds cliché but I think the connection of our hobbies make us click really well! I love how unique you are.

P.S you never give me a hug today haha.

Do you see it?

Do you know of friends who take photo of themselves wearing a bathrobe in a hotel's toilet? How do you feel after seeing those set of photos? No offense to them but when i see photos like this, the only thing on my mind was "I just had sex with my boyfriend, I am no longer a virgin." To girls who post these photos up, seriously what is going on in your mind. Are you trying to show how expensive this hotel is or to show people how sexy you look in a bathrobe? None of these came to my mind to be honest. The worst is when your boyfriend is also in the photo, back hugging you. SERIOUSLY LOL.

Thank you

Thank you Blind Mices for the surprise :> Aileen, Angie, Cassandra, Cheryl, Cindy, Eileen, Helena, Javirthaa, Rachel and Valerie, especially Val for the double celebration. I appreciate you guys for doing this even when my birthday is over, really. And i like the Etude present :)

This marks the end of Chinese New Year. Every year I will pick up my courage to eat a piece of raw salmon but failed, yet again. I just can't swallow the fish, i don't know how im going to eat raw flesh if im given a chance to. ROFL kidding. I will cook it first. HAHAHA okok kidding.

My Passion

If you ask me what is my passion today, I will most likely tell you it's applying make-up, and cooking for tomorrow. Unsure of what I want to do with my life, now clearly stuck in school trying to end the second year fast.

I am getting a tad annoyed with a few facebook "friends", well they are my friends but i no longer see them after graduation.. ok i am making it worse. Rather than annoyed with them, it is their character on facebook. Not sure if they matured or just split personalities online and offline, you know what i mean? They act out this strong side of them on facebook but somewhat a wimp in real life. I know she is trying to show that a woman can survive without a man, but it got a little too far, almost saying the men are useless and all they do are breaking women hearts. People like you who likes to portray a strong image (when you are not) freak me out whenever you post a status on facebook.

Anyway, it's been long since i liked a korean song for its meaning. The singer talked about how men adores women with a pretty outer shell and made people who are lacking in looks feel insecure. I can totally relate to this since i've been feeling insecure ever since i hit puberty. Is pretty everything? Some may differ but from my point of view, it is... unfortunately true. You benefit from being pretty and you get shit when your face is unacceptable to the superficial society especially men. Just listen to this song and see if you feel the same, if you don't, that means you are pretty. lol

A year before 2 decades.

I never had a real surprise before, a surprise that almost made me teared, a surprise that is so heartwarming and precious. But it happened on my birthday this year, even more precious than the year before. Maybe it was a holiday that we could actually travel around and not trapped in school. On the train, I held my excitement and happiness, thinking about how my girls will be surprising me. Once I got off the train and stepped on the long escalator, I heard a familiar voice shouting at the edge, it was Joanne wishing me a happy birthday and jokingly commented that the indian man behind me was my boyfriend. There were the 3 of them standing there welcoming me with a smile. I was hoping that Valerie was there to celebrate my birthday but she didn't, a little disappointment at the start, but it still made me smiled.

Little did I know that something I randomly brought up months ago was still lingering in their mind, the fact that I have never been to the Singapore flyer before. The wish was fulfilled on that day as my expenses were paid by them! I felt special :') How can you not love people who consider things from your perspective, even the littlest details like i love to eat at food places with air conditioning. It made me smile.

The highlight of the celebration was probably when they were handing me my gift, they were so adorable whispering on how they should do it, a memory that I can remember when I was a child. Thank you for making my birthday so special and I felt loved. Thank you again for being my friends even though I had my insecurities, the reassurance really built up my confidence over the year. They made me smile.

Whether was it out of expectation or not, the heart is what I see, if you bother to, you will.

(taken from wendy)

nonetheless, enjoy this small girl dancing, but I still don't want an asian baby.